One Step Behind
I couldn't get anything done today. There's just an overwhelming number of things I have to do, need to do, want to do, and like to do, and it hit me today that I definitely don't have unlimited time both in the day-to-day and the finality sense. I started thinking about all the people of little remark that I read about in the Middle Ages. They lived their life, worked, had a little merry, had a lot of strife, and then were no more. Probably little record exists of their individual efforts and merits. Is that all I am slated to be? Does it really even matter? Am I just trying to tick some boxes like a video game achievement? Or just a way so I can show people that I'm not a total loser.