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List of things i plan to do to make life more enjoyable:
1) start reading for fun. eff the school reading. The english class is a joke so really it is just my history and american plolitics class. Get on that shit, guurl.
2) Stick to the mold free diet like woo. Realizing how much it helps. Too much sugar too much cheese and holy shit i am ready to blow my fucking brains out.
3) Be forward. I have gotten really shy lately, not with everything but deffinetly occuring more than it used to. Also, i have been holding my tounge too much, i should have said something to the douchebayg who came up to us and made an anti-gay remark or when he said his sister wants to be black because she likes rap music. Honestly, everyone needs a little lupe in them. I was tired though, next time if he jumps in like that boy is going to get an earful.
4) do more for fun.
5) drink more.. drink less.. start vitamins?
6) work less... get ontop of school work... see my friends more often. Good plan Sara, good plan.
7) drink more tea.
8) Music more.
the past few weeks i have been missing, or so it feels. I have been busy with school and work and not having time i see friends or even talk or think about how i feel. I do have my human services class i can talk about how i feel, but that is different and deffinetly not the same, usually i just choose to talk about work and sounds like a creeper. a lot of my programs are ending soon, school is getting busy. I have a test thursday that i am really concerned about, mostly because it is worth half of my grade. I need to make tapes for my human services class and i am sorta worried about that too. English is going to be movies for the rest of the semester. Math is a joke, but i have to do it. American Politics should be a breeze for the rest of the year, just do the reading and i will be fine for the most part. I wish i had more classes where i actually used my brain, instead almost all of them are going through the motions and based entirely around the book. Teachers arent teaching, they just sit there and tell me stories. Frustrating.
i am a sucker for manors and eyes. considering those both make my knees weak it can get frustrating. I deffinetly broke my rule yesterday, went and saw eli before he and i hung out. bad move, i know. Over all he was a gentlemen though, introductions and all. Shows are awkward to talk at and i was dead tired, but it was great seeing them play. A bit of sensory overload, but i think i have gotten soft.
I have decided that i love having brothers and a sister. It would be so boring if it were just me, or even just me and the boys. How an only child survives is beyond me. I would be such an introvert if it were just kyle and i, or just me. If i ever have children i want to have more than three because i am realizing more and more lately that i like having siblings.
Today is march 1st. awesome.
ummm. the end. ya.
1) start reading for fun. eff the school reading. The english class is a joke so really it is just my history and american plolitics class. Get on that shit, guurl.
2) Stick to the mold free diet like woo. Realizing how much it helps. Too much sugar too much cheese and holy shit i am ready to blow my fucking brains out.
3) Be forward. I have gotten really shy lately, not with everything but deffinetly occuring more than it used to. Also, i have been holding my tounge too much, i should have said something to the douchebayg who came up to us and made an anti-gay remark or when he said his sister wants to be black because she likes rap music. Honestly, everyone needs a little lupe in them. I was tired though, next time if he jumps in like that boy is going to get an earful.
4) do more for fun.
5) drink more.. drink less.. start vitamins?
6) work less... get ontop of school work... see my friends more often. Good plan Sara, good plan.
7) drink more tea.
8) Music more.
the past few weeks i have been missing, or so it feels. I have been busy with school and work and not having time i see friends or even talk or think about how i feel. I do have my human services class i can talk about how i feel, but that is different and deffinetly not the same, usually i just choose to talk about work and sounds like a creeper. a lot of my programs are ending soon, school is getting busy. I have a test thursday that i am really concerned about, mostly because it is worth half of my grade. I need to make tapes for my human services class and i am sorta worried about that too. English is going to be movies for the rest of the semester. Math is a joke, but i have to do it. American Politics should be a breeze for the rest of the year, just do the reading and i will be fine for the most part. I wish i had more classes where i actually used my brain, instead almost all of them are going through the motions and based entirely around the book. Teachers arent teaching, they just sit there and tell me stories. Frustrating.
i am a sucker for manors and eyes. considering those both make my knees weak it can get frustrating. I deffinetly broke my rule yesterday, went and saw eli before he and i hung out. bad move, i know. Over all he was a gentlemen though, introductions and all. Shows are awkward to talk at and i was dead tired, but it was great seeing them play. A bit of sensory overload, but i think i have gotten soft.
I have decided that i love having brothers and a sister. It would be so boring if it were just me, or even just me and the boys. How an only child survives is beyond me. I would be such an introvert if it were just kyle and i, or just me. If i ever have children i want to have more than three because i am realizing more and more lately that i like having siblings.
Today is march 1st. awesome.
ummm. the end. ya.