夜中☆
Title: 12:00am
Chapters: Oneshot
Author: intrinsical
Disclaimer: Can I buy ViViD, please?
Genre: romance, slight angst
Rating: R
Warnings: sex
Pairings/Characters: Reno/Ryouga
Synopsis: “Do you love me?” The words slip out of my mouth before I can stop them, and your face becomes unreadable.
“Yes.”
Comments: Reno's POV ♥
12:00am The clock beside my bed reminds me of you, making your face all I want to see, your voice all I want to hear, your touch all I want to feel. Am I drunk? I can’t remember, but before I know it my fingers are dialing your phone number, begging you to end my loneliness once and for all. Your voice tells me you’re used to this, expecting it. And, just as planned, you arrive at my door five minutes later, collapsing into my arms like you belong there eternally. I kiss you all over, pulling you clothes off with abandon, swearing when you battle me for control, using your tongue as a weapon against my thighs. But of course I win-I always win-and I force you beneath me, pushing my length inside of you with a deep moan. The light cast from the alarm clock lets me watch your every reaction; the soft air billowing out from your parted lips, your dark eyes closing, your body arching, your breathing growing heavier and heavier as your voice, hoarse with pleasure, meets mine and we scream each other’s names into the darkness.
This means nothing, right?
10:00am “I can’t love anyone,” I whisper, just loud enough to slice through the tangible silence between us. We haven’t said a word in 14 minutes-I know because I’ve been watching that clock again. A small splash, and suddenly your lips are on mine, your hands moving hungrily down my naked body. But I push you off, sinking deeper into the bath water, letting it wash away the evidence of my sins. That morning I woke up to your soft embrace, your breath tickling my neck: it was the first time you had ever slept over. The thought made me dizzy and sick. I don't know why, but I want you gone.
You laugh-wait, laugh? Confusion plays across my face as I stare at you, wishing I could read your mind. "What?" My voice is tinged with anger.
“Reno-sama…” I find myself smiling as you say my pet name. “You haven’t let yourself be in love.” You whisper the words in my ear, your hot breath making me squirm as your hand slips down to my thigh.
“Just give in, okay?”
My fingers trace your face gently; I’ve been unusually quiet today and it’s making you impatient.
“Do you love me?” The words slip out of my mouth before I can stop them, and your face becomes unreadable.
“Yes.”
4:00pm Band practice, and my body courses with red hot hatred as I watch you play. I don’t want you to be in love with me, and I don't want to feel anything for you. Our guitars sing an angry harmony, their voices entwining, our bodies crashing into each other as we move around the room, drawing stares from the other members. Shin puts a hand on my shoulder, his beautiful voice bringing me back to reality. All the music stops.
“What’s wrong with you?” He sighs, not wanting to take over the position of bandleader once again. I kiss his cheek playfully, and he lets a small smile creep across his face.
“This is a love song, got it? So stop trying to kill Ryou-chan.”
We play my favorite ViViD song, and suddenly I remember-it was composed by you. The first time I heard it brought tears to my eyes, and again, sneaking a glance at you, I’m overloaded with emotion.
My guitar drops to the floor. You stare and I run outside, trying to escape the hot tears that flood down my face. I’m never like this-what have you done to me? I’m supposed to be strong, confident, a leader. But you’ve made me weak and scared.
Suddenly you're behind me, your hand wrapping around my wrist, your voice reassuring me, trying to make my tears disappear. I had no idea you followed me. But I don't hate you anymore. I don't know what I feel.
“Ryouga….” I breathe your name quietly, hoping that saying it out loud will free me from this cage you’ve put me in. Maybe if I say everything I feel, I’ll become my normal self once more. So I do.
“I love you too.”
11:59am “What are you smiling about?” You question, poking my cheek and making me bite your finger in retaliation. ”Se~cr~et” I laugh, kissing your lips playfully before you wrestle me across the bed with a yell. I was watching the clock, but I can’t tell you that- like I can't tell you so many things. How happy it makes me to be with you. How much I love you, how much I've always loved you. But it's okay if I don't say these things, right? You already know. We race through the familiar touches; everything is the same, and yet completely, perfectly different. The lyrics of that song float through my mind as I watch you once more, and you smile up at me.
This miracle of falling in love with each other above all, for the fact that I met you,「thank you.」
Every time the needle of the clock goes forward my feelings for you grow… it’s warm
I will not say things like「goodbye.」, you know?
I will continue to shine upon the loneliness in the heart of you.
The glowing alarm clock signals a new day, a new era for us.
12:00am
[thanks for reading!! ah I've spent too much time looking at reno/ryouga blog entries... they love to make the fangirls crazy right? XD oh! and comments are much appreciated *hugs*]
Chapters: Oneshot
Author: intrinsical
Disclaimer: Can I buy ViViD, please?
Genre: romance, slight angst
Rating: R
Warnings: sex
Pairings/Characters: Reno/Ryouga
Synopsis: “Do you love me?” The words slip out of my mouth before I can stop them, and your face becomes unreadable.
“Yes.”
Comments: Reno's POV ♥
12:00am The clock beside my bed reminds me of you, making your face all I want to see, your voice all I want to hear, your touch all I want to feel. Am I drunk? I can’t remember, but before I know it my fingers are dialing your phone number, begging you to end my loneliness once and for all. Your voice tells me you’re used to this, expecting it. And, just as planned, you arrive at my door five minutes later, collapsing into my arms like you belong there eternally. I kiss you all over, pulling you clothes off with abandon, swearing when you battle me for control, using your tongue as a weapon against my thighs. But of course I win-I always win-and I force you beneath me, pushing my length inside of you with a deep moan. The light cast from the alarm clock lets me watch your every reaction; the soft air billowing out from your parted lips, your dark eyes closing, your body arching, your breathing growing heavier and heavier as your voice, hoarse with pleasure, meets mine and we scream each other’s names into the darkness.
This means nothing, right?
10:00am “I can’t love anyone,” I whisper, just loud enough to slice through the tangible silence between us. We haven’t said a word in 14 minutes-I know because I’ve been watching that clock again. A small splash, and suddenly your lips are on mine, your hands moving hungrily down my naked body. But I push you off, sinking deeper into the bath water, letting it wash away the evidence of my sins. That morning I woke up to your soft embrace, your breath tickling my neck: it was the first time you had ever slept over. The thought made me dizzy and sick. I don't know why, but I want you gone.
You laugh-wait, laugh? Confusion plays across my face as I stare at you, wishing I could read your mind. "What?" My voice is tinged with anger.
“Reno-sama…” I find myself smiling as you say my pet name. “You haven’t let yourself be in love.” You whisper the words in my ear, your hot breath making me squirm as your hand slips down to my thigh.
“Just give in, okay?”
My fingers trace your face gently; I’ve been unusually quiet today and it’s making you impatient.
“Do you love me?” The words slip out of my mouth before I can stop them, and your face becomes unreadable.
“Yes.”
4:00pm Band practice, and my body courses with red hot hatred as I watch you play. I don’t want you to be in love with me, and I don't want to feel anything for you. Our guitars sing an angry harmony, their voices entwining, our bodies crashing into each other as we move around the room, drawing stares from the other members. Shin puts a hand on my shoulder, his beautiful voice bringing me back to reality. All the music stops.
“What’s wrong with you?” He sighs, not wanting to take over the position of bandleader once again. I kiss his cheek playfully, and he lets a small smile creep across his face.
“This is a love song, got it? So stop trying to kill Ryou-chan.”
We play my favorite ViViD song, and suddenly I remember-it was composed by you. The first time I heard it brought tears to my eyes, and again, sneaking a glance at you, I’m overloaded with emotion.
My guitar drops to the floor. You stare and I run outside, trying to escape the hot tears that flood down my face. I’m never like this-what have you done to me? I’m supposed to be strong, confident, a leader. But you’ve made me weak and scared.
Suddenly you're behind me, your hand wrapping around my wrist, your voice reassuring me, trying to make my tears disappear. I had no idea you followed me. But I don't hate you anymore. I don't know what I feel.
“Ryouga….” I breathe your name quietly, hoping that saying it out loud will free me from this cage you’ve put me in. Maybe if I say everything I feel, I’ll become my normal self once more. So I do.
“I love you too.”
11:59am “What are you smiling about?” You question, poking my cheek and making me bite your finger in retaliation. ”Se~cr~et” I laugh, kissing your lips playfully before you wrestle me across the bed with a yell. I was watching the clock, but I can’t tell you that- like I can't tell you so many things. How happy it makes me to be with you. How much I love you, how much I've always loved you. But it's okay if I don't say these things, right? You already know. We race through the familiar touches; everything is the same, and yet completely, perfectly different. The lyrics of that song float through my mind as I watch you once more, and you smile up at me.
This miracle of falling in love with each other above all, for the fact that I met you,「thank you.」
Every time the needle of the clock goes forward my feelings for you grow… it’s warm
I will not say things like「goodbye.」, you know?
I will continue to shine upon the loneliness in the heart of you.
The glowing alarm clock signals a new day, a new era for us.
12:00am
[thanks for reading!! ah I've spent too much time looking at reno/ryouga blog entries... they love to make the fangirls crazy right? XD oh! and comments are much appreciated *hugs*]