it's been a while
I suppose this is what was meant to happen. This is what happens when you stop trusting in yourself. In your own thoughts, purpose...dreams. The desire to just sit still overtakes you, and you let the world pass you by. I write it off as cyclical. I write it off as a passing phase. I write it off.
I used to feel like I was on a path. I wasn't sure where it led, but I was sure that i'd end up in the right place, in due time. If that was ever true, I don't believe it now. I don't believe in much of anything anymore. Youthful, intelligent and plagued by both, more than anyone can ever know. I ask myself if I'm going to be alright, if everything will work itself out. That is, after all, the most standardized of refrains.
All i know is love. Love and beloved. That's all i've got, as of late. I'll keep you posted, and by you, I mean me.
I used to feel like I was on a path. I wasn't sure where it led, but I was sure that i'd end up in the right place, in due time. If that was ever true, I don't believe it now. I don't believe in much of anything anymore. Youthful, intelligent and plagued by both, more than anyone can ever know. I ask myself if I'm going to be alright, if everything will work itself out. That is, after all, the most standardized of refrains.
All i know is love. Love and beloved. That's all i've got, as of late. I'll keep you posted, and by you, I mean me.