May 25, 2004 15:15
So today, i gotta do a ton of homework. Then Cait Fady and Beth are coming over to film our Goldhaarchen und die 3 barren. Or whatever the fuck it is called. I hope they show up on time. Then im going to pack for Florida, considering im leaving tomorrow morning. Then sleeep. then we're off. Im so excited to get away from some of the shit ive been dealing with lately.
I know i shouldnt, but im really starting to miss him. He hurt me really bad. And im sure nothing he ever said was true, and i know that he doesnt care about me at all. But i still really miss him. A lot. i am so sorry. I wish i was cooler or prettier or something. i dont know.