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its all sureal that our season is over...i really didnt think last night was our last game so i was so caught off guard when they scored. i had to do a double take-like "is that really it?" i was so unprepared for that to end our season. i was completely set on none of us crying-the last thing i wanted to see was us crying in the paper. but u knew the tears would come eventually...trisha hugged me and i just couldnt even hold it back. i bawled to her. then i saw kaari and all i said was "omg we lost" and then i cried to him. im so happy he deals with me when im upset. i really didnt want him to leave. (i like sneak him on the bus haha) the bus ride home was hell. i didnt want to be there. no affence to any of the girls-i wasnt angry at them-im proud as hel of them. but still...bus ride + bad mood=ew.