Bored out of my mind
This has been one of the most boring days in a long time. I've been sitting around waiting for the day to end so I can go to bed. That is actually sad, haha.
Another thing is that I just ended a long friendship. So I have this (ex)friend that during the last 3 years has changed a lot, as have I and we've just grown apart. She changed for the worst and really don't care if she hurts her friends, me including, and has done some really crappy stuff lately and tonight I finally had enough and told her how I felt, in hopes of being able to work things out. For her to realize that some of her behaviour is not okey and it hurts. But she freaked out and started calling me names and such and told me she'll never speak to me again. So I got pissed too and said Fine by me! So yeah, I don't think we'll be friends again. It's a little sad, since we've been friends for many years but in the end I know I'll be happier without her in my life.
Huh, this kind of got depressing now. And I was only suppose to write about my boredom. Loneliness does strange things to your brain, I guess. Now I'm gonna read some nice angsty fic before bed..:)
Another thing is that I just ended a long friendship. So I have this (ex)friend that during the last 3 years has changed a lot, as have I and we've just grown apart. She changed for the worst and really don't care if she hurts her friends, me including, and has done some really crappy stuff lately and tonight I finally had enough and told her how I felt, in hopes of being able to work things out. For her to realize that some of her behaviour is not okey and it hurts. But she freaked out and started calling me names and such and told me she'll never speak to me again. So I got pissed too and said Fine by me! So yeah, I don't think we'll be friends again. It's a little sad, since we've been friends for many years but in the end I know I'll be happier without her in my life.
Huh, this kind of got depressing now. And I was only suppose to write about my boredom. Loneliness does strange things to your brain, I guess. Now I'm gonna read some nice angsty fic before bed..:)