I see more guts in 11 year old kids
As if it wasn't bad enough I went and did it again
I created another dramatic way to mutilate my confidence
I Gift wrapped my distorted illusions and neatly signed the tag
Don't open till I'm gone
Typical situations with a typical responses
Why the fuck am I letting this consume me?
All I wanted was one last night to cherish
Instead I sat there picking apart my indecisiveness
I wanted to get up and walk out, bee line for the door and never look back
But with typical situations theres always hope for simple solutions
So I sat there eating my lip and biting my tongue like it was a three course meal
And I'm glad I waited because I was shocked by the irony
The one person that stood me up the most was the only one that showed up
And I guess there is definitely a connection involved with grace and redemption
I'm thankful for the people I've known but fuck you have to draw line
There has to be the thought that maybe i never really even had friends
That all it was, was nothing more then contacts and acquaintances
If there is one clear way to describe the way i feel
It would have to involve me slamming my head against the keyboard
So you could decipher my anguish
cufk
I created another dramatic way to mutilate my confidence
I Gift wrapped my distorted illusions and neatly signed the tag
Don't open till I'm gone
Typical situations with a typical responses
Why the fuck am I letting this consume me?
All I wanted was one last night to cherish
Instead I sat there picking apart my indecisiveness
I wanted to get up and walk out, bee line for the door and never look back
But with typical situations theres always hope for simple solutions
So I sat there eating my lip and biting my tongue like it was a three course meal
And I'm glad I waited because I was shocked by the irony
The one person that stood me up the most was the only one that showed up
And I guess there is definitely a connection involved with grace and redemption
I'm thankful for the people I've known but fuck you have to draw line
There has to be the thought that maybe i never really even had friends
That all it was, was nothing more then contacts and acquaintances
If there is one clear way to describe the way i feel
It would have to involve me slamming my head against the keyboard
So you could decipher my anguish
cufk