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I just commented on Jacob's Journal....and hotdamn, I'd like to comment on my own about the same thing.
'Twould be nice to have a life like CSI where everything was logically obvious and hinted at and you could have flirty romances with all your decently attractive coworkers. Also, theres that cliquey kind of comradery that you only see in, say, an AP biology class full of best friend nerds (I mean that in an affectionate way. I love you all...even kenny)Each [day/episode] would be back to normal and start over with the exception of a few underlying recurring stories like [Gil Grisham/my dad] going deaf...how exceptional. :)
I'm at my grandma's house for my uncle's 50th bday. He's having a family / gay friend party. I didnt know such a thing existed. It does'nt bother me at all, but I think my parents are concerned that I'm feeling extremely awkward. They keep telling me about how they're enjoying themselves and overlooking differences. I guess they dont understand how tolerant and open minded I am...I'm just bored. Gay or straight, I just dont want to talk about my college aspirations to any adult right now. On a lighter note, my dad asked if I'd met Richard yet. (One of the guys there) He was like, "You know, the tall guy with the moustache". I said, "But dad...they ALL have moustaches"
I've never seen so many turtleneck sweaters and the beeping of my grammy's answering machine is really shitfucky. Its been going for hours.
Im going to buy some movies today. Well, rather, Im going to pick them out and my parents are gonna give em to me tuesday for my birthday. I'll be 16! Finally, I'm the last junior at HCHS to be 15. I hate to ask, but call me for my birthday...even if I just know you a little. Like I said a few days ago, I'm extremely happy and satisfied with life right now, but I'm very lonely. I think its because after being so flat for 5 mos. being off effexor makes me feel like my heart is filled with warm syruppy love to the point of bursting. I just dont have anyone to give it to...
Keep me in mind. Love, Mysteries, and Seedy Histories.
'Twould be nice to have a life like CSI where everything was logically obvious and hinted at and you could have flirty romances with all your decently attractive coworkers. Also, theres that cliquey kind of comradery that you only see in, say, an AP biology class full of best friend nerds (I mean that in an affectionate way. I love you all...even kenny)Each [day/episode] would be back to normal and start over with the exception of a few underlying recurring stories like [Gil Grisham/my dad] going deaf...how exceptional. :)
I'm at my grandma's house for my uncle's 50th bday. He's having a family / gay friend party. I didnt know such a thing existed. It does'nt bother me at all, but I think my parents are concerned that I'm feeling extremely awkward. They keep telling me about how they're enjoying themselves and overlooking differences. I guess they dont understand how tolerant and open minded I am...I'm just bored. Gay or straight, I just dont want to talk about my college aspirations to any adult right now. On a lighter note, my dad asked if I'd met Richard yet. (One of the guys there) He was like, "You know, the tall guy with the moustache". I said, "But dad...they ALL have moustaches"
I've never seen so many turtleneck sweaters and the beeping of my grammy's answering machine is really shitfucky. Its been going for hours.
Im going to buy some movies today. Well, rather, Im going to pick them out and my parents are gonna give em to me tuesday for my birthday. I'll be 16! Finally, I'm the last junior at HCHS to be 15. I hate to ask, but call me for my birthday...even if I just know you a little. Like I said a few days ago, I'm extremely happy and satisfied with life right now, but I'm very lonely. I think its because after being so flat for 5 mos. being off effexor makes me feel like my heart is filled with warm syruppy love to the point of bursting. I just dont have anyone to give it to...
Keep me in mind. Love, Mysteries, and Seedy Histories.