wow
Ever have those kinds of dreams that are so scarily real? So tangible that you can't even tell if you're asleep or awake? Well, if not, then let me tell you that they're confusing as hell.
I kept going in between that vivid dream and semi-waking up. In my semi-awakened state, I thought I was still dreaming- but not really dreaming...it was just part of what was happening. I would feel around me and somehow the things I was dreaming about were there, and the people I was with were just outside my window...waiting for me to get something. Then I'd fall back into my dream as if it were never interrupted...like my temporary awakening was just part of the whole story.
Eerie shit, let me tell you. I don't like not having control over the things I see in my head. I really don't like not being able to wake up and stop it.
It's funny though, all the while I kept telling myself "Don't worry, this dream is just sorting out your thoughts and events of the day. That's what dreams do. You learned this is psych."
Or maybe I'm just becoming schizophrenic. That kind of thing starts in early adulthood, you know. Heh.
I kept going in between that vivid dream and semi-waking up. In my semi-awakened state, I thought I was still dreaming- but not really dreaming...it was just part of what was happening. I would feel around me and somehow the things I was dreaming about were there, and the people I was with were just outside my window...waiting for me to get something. Then I'd fall back into my dream as if it were never interrupted...like my temporary awakening was just part of the whole story.
Eerie shit, let me tell you. I don't like not having control over the things I see in my head. I really don't like not being able to wake up and stop it.
It's funny though, all the while I kept telling myself "Don't worry, this dream is just sorting out your thoughts and events of the day. That's what dreams do. You learned this is psych."
Or maybe I'm just becoming schizophrenic. That kind of thing starts in early adulthood, you know. Heh.