Apr 22, 2005 22:23
I freaked out Chris talking about commitment. I'm a total dumbass. I never thought I'd have the problem of knowing when to shut my mouth, but I did a second ago. I said some stuff, kidding around, then some other stuff...Then yeah, she freaked me out with her reaction. It's cool though, somehow we both got to thinking about the future. That's one thing that scares the crap out of me, seriously. I'm commited to her, but not like...permanent commitment commited. *Passes out* Don't get me wrong, I love that girl so much. I don't want to think about where we'll be in six months because we'll find out soon enough. *It's funny we're both afraid of commitment. That's a topic we should avoid for about ever. What a funny conversation. ^_^ All that matters is that I love her and she loves me. I'm not going to worry myself over the future because it'll come soon enough.