This is what insomnia & too much to drink produces....

[intoxicatedlust]

you used to be my sun that rose
shined light on me every day
but then the light went away
i looked into your eyes,
but they were glowing differently
i tried to understand but what's the point
you were already gone

for smashing my heart i wish you would die
wish you couldn't make me cry
these tears i shed are memories of you leaving
i'll be over you before you realize your mistake

I hope your regret chokes you
chokes every last breath from your wretched body
at least I'll know you won't be able to ruin another's world
the way you destroyed mine

so tie the noose tight
don't make this a cry for attention
do it right and kill what we had
because if you don't i can't live any longer
knowing you've found happiness in something other than me

i could breathe easier if you weren't stealing my air
so get this over with and end it
I'm already too numb to give a fuck
this is my goodbye