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[intoxicatedkizz]

well itd be to hard to describe these past few ays..going into detail n all.so im just going to forget those days.i wish i really could.ok well..basically the hurricane wiped out our cable and internet for lets see about 3 days or so?yeah about that ..but atleast we had the ac otherwise i would have died.i was so so damn depressed this weekend it was supposed to kick ass you know..we had school cancelled how many times?!yeah u think id be great but no of course not. of course i cant enjoy life.of course.yeah went back o schoolt oday and that was a true bitch.britt n me haev like this wall between us cuz of david.i hate you david ur an ass.but yeah i cant let this hold me down because as much as ive been down this weekend i dont need anythign else.otherwise i just dont know.yesterday i had the best cry..i just cried and cried all day.and it felt so good.and then i wrote my monthly letter whih ive been starting and then threw it away.brittney that was a great suggestion its a great way tog et it all out..and then just cry. and it helps.yeah school tomorrow.yay.*sarcasm*but friday we have off so that good.in fact thats fucking fantastic!lol there now i finally have somethign to look forward to.ive just got myself into such a big mess this weekend.didnt call ymmom..anm now she hates me i know it.the whole deal with roebrt and brittney and david.and then sheena putting her problems on me!!wtf. not cool. sheena larry is not my prob. he is NOT my problem.then most of all my dad.wow i wanted to just go n get out this weekend but nooo of course not.yeah he ahsn been helping me much with all of this stress.and now wow we still ahev this wall between us.i hate it.i hold grudges for to long. im to over dramatic.and my procrastination doesnt help a damn bit.yeah i need a hug.unfortanely it wouldnt heal me..but it would help.i just need someone to hold me close and tell me everything is going to work out fine everything is going to be ok.i also need honesty.honesty is a big stress maker.but yeah thats another time and day there.

well later everyone..hope everyone is doing good.*thumbs up*