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this semester has seen my best and worst - heartwarming moments and amazing friends who made me actually like school quite a lot (minus the blasting six alarms everyday and waking up part) and i saw how blessed i truly am amidst everything. i am terribly excited yet terrified at the same time at all there is to come, every seemingly unimportant decision can change lives forever - if i wasnt so hesitant, if i wasnt so insistent too - every ghost of possibility and all i have is now. and this time ive had my fair share of heartaches - of letting go, of forgiving, supermassive thoughts and wasted youths, and that good intentions will be broken over and again. too many times i couldnt think how to even begin to make you understand, and wistful thinking didnt bring me very far. but i am glad for everything now, happier days are here - all the people to see and all the places to go, and of course all the food in the world to go along.