Oct 03, 2004 21:50
Today wasn't what I expected it to be.
You tell me
Are we fading apart
Or just tempting the heart to fall
Playing with minds as if they were pawns
Moving them as you please
You're nothing but ungrateful
And it's trying to understand you that makes me graceless
Wake up to realize I'm not the one you want
Contradicting the words you said with the ones you want to say
You've gone deeper then you wanted and you're starting to change your style
Once a loving friend, I'm hardly worth the attention
You'd take it back, if you only could
But you're not ready to be hated
Not yet you're not
Fade from white to black, you're learning not to care
Hold on just a little long and hope I'm not to speak
Wishing you could read minds just to pass the time
Reading mine wouldn't be all that interesting
It'd be like coming to house
The front door saying "I love you"
And walking in to see a jar with all the thing's I've loved inside
Unfold a paper to see your name across the page
And a heart taped to the side saying: "This is for you"
Feed it to the fire, you'd rather see hate
Tears in your eyes you walk out the door and hope not to hear my name again
This can't be love, not with me it can't
It's understanding you that makes me graceless
And I'm enjoy every minute of it
For once it's love, and I can't stop it
Hope you all have a nice evening.