Even if we've got FOREVER, I don't want to give up NOW!
The past 3 day have been crazy.. and I don't even know what to do with myself right now! I dont know how to explain...
Wednesday... God! Trisha! Thinking about everything that happened that day.. it all seems like it didn't even happen! It all went so fast! And when I got home.. All I could do was hug Riley. I was/am so scared for Trisha.. and Looking at my little boy I feel so lucky!! -- I hardly slept that night... I am so glad to hear Trisha is ok! as well as the babies!
Thursday, in general.. not a good day. And once again I didn't sleep... (I really have to stop that. In fact I really should be in bed right now.. but oh well)
Then today... And I must admit today was better. I woke up to a post from a friend that I wish I could call my best friend (because I'll always adore her) A post that made me cry.. because it hit home so very much! I never have had the guts to say the things she said.. but I agree with it all! Then I went over to Kyles house and was there for the rest of the day... and I know sappy details are boring - BUT I love that boy more than I could ever explain! I feel so lucky to have him back in my life!
But in the past three days I have come to a conclusion: I don't want to live my life waiting for "later". Because you never know what later will bring! Life is now! And this may sound cheesy but I see this in Riley everyday! All he knows is right now! I mean you can try and plan.. but plans change expecially when you aren't expecting it! So stop! look around and enjoy whats going on RIGHT NOW! because thens its gone.. forever!
I dont know what else to say.. and being that I am not sleeping I think I may go sit on my roof! Goodnight <3
Wednesday... God! Trisha! Thinking about everything that happened that day.. it all seems like it didn't even happen! It all went so fast! And when I got home.. All I could do was hug Riley. I was/am so scared for Trisha.. and Looking at my little boy I feel so lucky!! -- I hardly slept that night... I am so glad to hear Trisha is ok! as well as the babies!
Thursday, in general.. not a good day. And once again I didn't sleep... (I really have to stop that. In fact I really should be in bed right now.. but oh well)
Then today... And I must admit today was better. I woke up to a post from a friend that I wish I could call my best friend (because I'll always adore her) A post that made me cry.. because it hit home so very much! I never have had the guts to say the things she said.. but I agree with it all! Then I went over to Kyles house and was there for the rest of the day... and I know sappy details are boring - BUT I love that boy more than I could ever explain! I feel so lucky to have him back in my life!
But in the past three days I have come to a conclusion: I don't want to live my life waiting for "later". Because you never know what later will bring! Life is now! And this may sound cheesy but I see this in Riley everyday! All he knows is right now! I mean you can try and plan.. but plans change expecially when you aren't expecting it! So stop! look around and enjoy whats going on RIGHT NOW! because thens its gone.. forever!
I dont know what else to say.. and being that I am not sleeping I think I may go sit on my roof! Goodnight <3