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dear heather-
i just checked my myspace for the first time in i dont know how many months.
i looked at my picture comments and there was one from you a couple days before you passed away. I'm so happy that you still remembered me and loved me. I want you to know that I think about you every day and wish that I could've told you how amazing you were and how much I loved and continue to love you. Whenever I hear a song on the radio I think of you. Do you remember how you used to paint my face with makeup and I'd spend all night washing it off, or how we would eat frozen french fries because we couldn't wait for them to cook. I'd do all of those things a million times over if I could do them again with you. I'll never regret anything I do, I've noticed I'm starting to take pages out of your book. I feel like your spirit is always with me and it keeps me motivated to try and change the world.
Even though this horrible thing had to happen to you, God had a plan for the rest of us, to be reunited and be there for each other. Taylor told me your favorite song was Sensual Seduction by Snoop Dogg, and every time i hear it- i laugh so hard and try to imagine why thats your favorite song. My mom also told me that when we were in eighth grade, I asked if you could come live with us so you would always have someone to laugh with all day long.
I also remember that you have my pink and purple knee socks and some of my books. You introduced me to Death Cab for Cutie and 311. Two of my favorite bands now.
Sometimes I feel so negative, like I'm better than other people or I can be just downright mean to others. Whenever that happens, I think about how lucky I am to have such a great life with everything I could ever want and I want to thank you for helping me realize that.
it's been almost a month since everything happened. life moves so fast and i get caught up in a lot of things, but i'm sure you already knew that. when the ground isn't frozen, im going to plant some heather by your tree on Ives road. it's very hardy,i've got some in my basement that we're waiting to put in the backyard. I bought it at the flower show today.
my mom said it was beautiful, just like you. All of these thoughts just came out when I started this- i hope you don't mind. I'm always thinking of you-
Love love love,
Meg
Doggie
Dog-Man
i'm sure you had some other funny name for me,
but i can't remember it now
i just checked my myspace for the first time in i dont know how many months.
i looked at my picture comments and there was one from you a couple days before you passed away. I'm so happy that you still remembered me and loved me. I want you to know that I think about you every day and wish that I could've told you how amazing you were and how much I loved and continue to love you. Whenever I hear a song on the radio I think of you. Do you remember how you used to paint my face with makeup and I'd spend all night washing it off, or how we would eat frozen french fries because we couldn't wait for them to cook. I'd do all of those things a million times over if I could do them again with you. I'll never regret anything I do, I've noticed I'm starting to take pages out of your book. I feel like your spirit is always with me and it keeps me motivated to try and change the world.
Even though this horrible thing had to happen to you, God had a plan for the rest of us, to be reunited and be there for each other. Taylor told me your favorite song was Sensual Seduction by Snoop Dogg, and every time i hear it- i laugh so hard and try to imagine why thats your favorite song. My mom also told me that when we were in eighth grade, I asked if you could come live with us so you would always have someone to laugh with all day long.
I also remember that you have my pink and purple knee socks and some of my books. You introduced me to Death Cab for Cutie and 311. Two of my favorite bands now.
Sometimes I feel so negative, like I'm better than other people or I can be just downright mean to others. Whenever that happens, I think about how lucky I am to have such a great life with everything I could ever want and I want to thank you for helping me realize that.
it's been almost a month since everything happened. life moves so fast and i get caught up in a lot of things, but i'm sure you already knew that. when the ground isn't frozen, im going to plant some heather by your tree on Ives road. it's very hardy,i've got some in my basement that we're waiting to put in the backyard. I bought it at the flower show today.
my mom said it was beautiful, just like you. All of these thoughts just came out when I started this- i hope you don't mind. I'm always thinking of you-
Love love love,
Meg
Doggie
Dog-Man
i'm sure you had some other funny name for me,
but i can't remember it now