Apr 08, 2009 12:54
Fuck Bath!
So right now I am pretty damn fuming. Have been talking to Bel on facebook chat and a few direct quotes from her…
“I am warning you that people down here feel you have made new friends & have left them out”
“& people keep telling me not to talk to when you come back”
This is where I go into rant mode :P.
Noone from Bath has made an effort to come and see me! Whenever I come to Bath I try and see people but they cant be bothered so its their problem! It’s awkward for me to get to bath from where I am, it takes almost 4 hours and the few times I have been to Bath noone can be bothered to meet up or do anything so why should I? :( . Ii only see other people (my REAL friends) as they make an effort to go places or come and see me. Noone ever bothered to talk to me when I moved, and when I do try talk to people they never reply. So when I move back, if people can’t be bothered it doesn’t worry me in the slightest. I will have a lot of uni work to do and more important things to worry about than shitcord and the stupid hobgoblin. :(
Tbh, I dont really care about most bath people anyway, most of them proved what they were like over lilly. The hobgoblin groupies can kiss my fat arse :P .
I feel bad that I haven’t seen or spoken to Bel as much as I would have liked, but that’s all I feel bad for. It’s just things are so awkward atm, me and Joe can hardly ever afford to get to London as he’s on less than 3/4 of his normal salary atm cause of the recession :( .
It turns out the person who is mostly guilty of bitching about me is Gemma. *rolls eyes*. She’s fucking rich!! Yeah I may be not great at staying in contact with people... but it works both ways! I’ve text her numerous times, myspace, facebook whatever... and she never replies.
Fuck Gemma!
Fuck bath!
It’ll be nice to have a nice quiet year when I’m back. I have been through a hell of a lot myself this year, my degree has been messed up cause of what has happened to me. I will want to just knuckle down, get back into the swing of things and get the best bachelors degree that I can.
Also, yeah ok I may seem to have gone off with different people but friendships change and evolve, and right now for the first time in my life I have a group of friends I feel totally comfortable with, I can trust completely and I love to pieces. People in Bath aren’t really friends. They just happen to be vaguely alternative, and go to the same pub and club every week. They are drinking buddies and “friends” due to the circumstances, there is nothing deeper to base their friendship on. My friends live all over the country, and whilst this is a shame cause we don’t get to see each other as often as we would like too, at least we make an effort to do things together. I don’t feel I can trust many people in Bath and don’t wish to be a part of their pathetic lives. If you aren’t in the hobgoblin every single saturday night they just don’t wanna know you. At least I have real friends, not drinking buddies who forget you or resent you as soon as you have a life outside of the hob. Also, when I went to the Hobgoblin the Saturday before I moved, how many people showed up?? Lol!
Haha it may seem like I am actually really pissed off with this but tbh I just enjoy having a rant and its amused me greatly. ^_^
Being in Horsham has made me appreciate people, while I may be lonely in the week and not see my friends, its made me realise who my real friends really are. And I want to say a huge thank you and love you to those who are.