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I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too
much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open
just to feel
Tomorrow is SoCal.
How freakin exciting.
It's the sucky socal day though.
I'm so sad that i'm missing most of Saturdays.
=(
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I got called back for Beauty -- for Ensemble of course.
but i cant go cause of cyt.
its saturday at 4.
OMG SOCAL is on saturday too. And i want to ditch rehearsal to go to socal, but i'm not like that -- Sooo i'll go to rehearsal and leave as soon as i can. I love show choir people. THey are amazing and they know how to be a friend.
So i got a bear to carry around with me in my car -- i took it from my aunts house and it says "I love you" twice when you squeeze it.
And my mom got mad. she said it was a doll.
she needs to get over it.
Hung out with Clint .. figured out that there is no shell stations in the ghetto ... found my regular debit card... went to a ghetto gas station on imperial.
Went to pick up stix -- where vittoria and caitlin were. I had fun being random wtih myself there... playing with the chinese stick-utencil things. ya i cant spell right now.
then clint left me for caitlin -- then we had class....and then i got hiccups again...and it was pretty annoying.
Then home - shower - And then i saw Denise's apartment. It's nice =). I even fell asleep on her floor..haha. I also was successful at getting her connected to the internet. muahaha. I win.
And now i must have a real sleep..but AH it's late, like always. Okay, Good Night everyone.
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete