How did I get here? How the hell?
I'm starting to feel lonely. This really scares me. It's not so much that I'm afraid of a relationsihp either. I just know that I won't be geting in a decent relationship anytime soon, so I'm just going to end up liking someone. And with me being lonely, I'll find someone to like. I'll definitely find someone I SHOULDN'T like. Goddamn it. I'm going to end up hurting myself again. When will it stop?? I really need to be in a better atmosphere. I need to at least have a chance of finding someone worth my time.