Equus
What a night! On the way home, I enjoyed the clear night air, not too much humidity. I rolled down the windows to enjoy the warm night air that possessed a bit of a bite. With it I remember. I remember a time four years ago when I desperately attempted to lose away my growing insecurities. I remember an April 8th four years ago when I tried to swallow problems out of my control and more seriously, in my control. I most distinctly remember a June 15th not even two years ago, where I sat in a strange house with a strange desire to get high and fuck away my intense feelings with a stranger I had just met. It's that time of year again. I should be sitting with a cigarette in my mouth, waiting for everything to end. Not this year! I see that I'm going to have to do everything I can to destroy this cycle I've gone down twice now. I hate nights like tonight.