Nov 19, 2005 21:32
i hate how when i go to find a number in my address book; that i can't find their name. i can't find their name because their name doesn't exist. i can't remember people's names anymore. when i search through my phone book i can only recognise a few people but i don't know 95% ot them...
i hate how i can't remember what i did this week. where i've been or what i've done. i hate how everything seems like such a blur and i wake up every morning wondering where i am and why i'm here. what day is it? what is the time? why does it matter.