May 08, 2009 01:21
Everything in my entire life has led me to this point
All the Rage and hate
All the training to keep it deep down
even just learning when to let a little of it back up
from being an only child, outsider and shy little boy
to being the youngest brother in a family of 4, and a teenage stoner
2 very different lives, 2 very different people
all those times i stood up for what i thought was right
everytime i was too nice out of guilt
everything i've ever said to every person that i wanted to make feel better
From being alone
to finding my fathers 2 daughters
and becoming a big brother,
uncle
and friend.
all those times i wrote all those poems in my head
all those time i should have acted and did nothing
Those times kept picking up that bass, even tho i had no idea what to do with it
to all 3 lives I've had the luck of living through
ever word i've etched
every idea i've pushed out
Its my time to stand up and exept my place in the spotlight
no more hideing
Welcome to adulthood
its been a fuck of a ride
and i made it
*smile*
-Ian