Feb 12, 2006 01:18
Hm, better post briefly about these topics before I forget what I have to say. It's been a very intense week and I am so over the whole Christianity/Jewish/anti-gay bullshit thats been coming from two people I've deeply admired, loved, looked up to, and that cuts really deep. I don't want to think about it anymore, don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna argue. I've spent too many years just wasting my life and seriously how can I argue with people who look at life from inside this trapped little box? I am free and calm. But nonetheless it still hurts...but I will stand for what I do to the grave. The more I come out now, the more it starts to hit home, suddenly its family, suddenly its friends, the people you spent most time with in your life. Revolution and social change will take courage and sacrifice. I just wanna fly right now and I'm turning Agnostic by the second.
So mind bending.
On the other hand, I need to immerse my brain with positive lesbian things. I downloaded and watched season 3 Episode 4 and 5 today :D
I love the L word so much. I am grateful for its existence. In times like these it makes me so cheery and bright again and I love that sense of empowerment watching "people like me" live a functional happy life.*
*minus the celebrity cameos, mac computers and excessive coolness. Television will always be television.