from now on i'm gonna be my own best friend
i guess i mistook innocense for kindness.. i really cant take this anymore. .. na i guess i can. but im definately fucking sick of it. i really thought he was different.. i guess none of them are. and the sooner you realize that, what? that's so fucking depressing it cant be true. how do you honestly not give a shit about anyones feelings and still think highly of yourself like.. ew .. you fucking disgust me. i doubt im anywhere close to the nicest person, maybe i think i'm meaner then i really am.. i don't know. but for someone to be such a dick that it hurts n i feel sorry for them.. u have to be a pretty big asshole. i know you say things you don't mean.. i know you make things up when you argue and dont even realize it just so you'll win. but what i didnt realize is that everyone was really right. that you honestly dont give a shit about anyones feelings. how can you live like that.. fucking asshole. i never thought you of all people could hurt me like you have.. i guess your just another lesson learned that for now.. i'd rather lived & never known it.. but later i wont mind as much. i dont even wana type anymore i feel like shit. i hate you so much right now