love yourself first
it's hard because i know you're a good person.. and it gets confusing with what to do about your outbursts.. but the bottom line is you're not bein good for me right now. and reguardless of anything that's happend.. what always matters the most is right now. cause pretty soon i wont be able to say ' well hes just upset right now hes actin out of character, forgive him' .. if you keep this up, pretty soon i wont even remember the good person you could be. right now you're just a bitter rollercoaster.. and i wont put up with that. as a person, i don't deserve it. you flip then apologize and act like it never happened.. the manic depressive behavior is over with being dealt with. i'm sorry things don't always work the way you want.. but it's up to you on how to deal with it. and you've been fucking that up and you know it. so go on.. resent me, hate me, twist things however you want so that you think you don't hurt anymore but in reality you will, just in a different way.
"The most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous."