You're such a heart-breaking surprise
I didn't think I'd have to go through the pain this time. I didn't think I'd have to cry this time. I thought things would be different this time. I thought everything would be okay, even if it really wasn't. I thought that, even though I've been in this situation before, it wouldn't turn out like the rest. But you know what.. it always does. There's something wrong with me. I can't handle anything. I broke down last night and cried for hours over EVERYTHING
I thought that things were different this time around.
I thought I found someone who meant what they said.
Beyond four letters, beyond four letters.
I thought I found someone who was different.
This time around.
So it rained a lot last night, and it froze. So we had a 2-hour delay. Kind of nice. But I don't get the same pleasure from them that I used to when I was little. 2 hours of extra sleep seems like nothing now. Oh well. And school was slow. Really fucking slow. But aside from that...
I'm not going to school tomorrow. I'm going skiing with Sarah and her boyfriend. So I've heard, he's bringing a friend too. Chris. Hmm.. new people don't adjust well to me. I don't have skiing gear, cause.. um, I don't ski. Don't quite know what I'm going to do about that one.
My dearest Emily is sad because I have a busy weekend, and she leaves Sunday morning, back to school. We want to see each other again before she leaves, but where's the time! I'm going to pick her up from work tonight and take her home just so we can say our goodbyes. She's like.. my lover. I'm going to miss her again. As always. Talking online and on the phone isn't the same. We need each other. *sigh* Life's taking a downward spiral into SHIT. kbye.
P. fucking S.. Leave me a comment(s). I wanna feel the love. Okay? Okay!
I thought that things were different this time around.
I thought I found someone who meant what they said.
Beyond four letters, beyond four letters.
I thought I found someone who was different.
This time around.
So it rained a lot last night, and it froze. So we had a 2-hour delay. Kind of nice. But I don't get the same pleasure from them that I used to when I was little. 2 hours of extra sleep seems like nothing now. Oh well. And school was slow. Really fucking slow. But aside from that...
I'm not going to school tomorrow. I'm going skiing with Sarah and her boyfriend. So I've heard, he's bringing a friend too. Chris. Hmm.. new people don't adjust well to me. I don't have skiing gear, cause.. um, I don't ski. Don't quite know what I'm going to do about that one.
My dearest Emily is sad because I have a busy weekend, and she leaves Sunday morning, back to school. We want to see each other again before she leaves, but where's the time! I'm going to pick her up from work tonight and take her home just so we can say our goodbyes. She's like.. my lover. I'm going to miss her again. As always. Talking online and on the phone isn't the same. We need each other. *sigh* Life's taking a downward spiral into SHIT. kbye.
P. fucking S.. Leave me a comment(s). I wanna feel the love. Okay? Okay!