this is our last stand.
I'm exhausted. I've slept about 6 hours total within the past two days. I'm fuckin' beat. I just don't know how to sleep anymore or something. I woke up at 6 this morning, looked at the clock and decided I didn't feel like getting up. So I went back to bed until 9. Got up, showered and did the school thing. It sucked, but hey.
Went to the hospital right after school, to see my dad. I just got home about 20 minutes ago. He seems to be alright now. He was really pale, but wicked talkative. I guess Sunday when they took him, his heartbeat was so slow, they were afraid it would stop. He's in advanced care right now, so they can monitor him and get his heart back to a normal pace. But he seems fine.
I want to see Aaron tonight. Like, a lot. He's sending me text messages right now, but I don't think I'm going to see him tonight. It's disgusting outside and I hate it. It's like.. raining.. again, and I'm tired of the rain. Ugh. I'm hungry, and really tired.
These lyrics describe me...
i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is
that i care too much
and my scars remind me
that the past is real
i tear my heart open
just to feel
[edit]: My dad just called and told me that he's coming home tomorrow afternoon :)
Went to the hospital right after school, to see my dad. I just got home about 20 minutes ago. He seems to be alright now. He was really pale, but wicked talkative. I guess Sunday when they took him, his heartbeat was so slow, they were afraid it would stop. He's in advanced care right now, so they can monitor him and get his heart back to a normal pace. But he seems fine.
I want to see Aaron tonight. Like, a lot. He's sending me text messages right now, but I don't think I'm going to see him tonight. It's disgusting outside and I hate it. It's like.. raining.. again, and I'm tired of the rain. Ugh. I'm hungry, and really tired.
These lyrics describe me...
i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is
that i care too much
and my scars remind me
that the past is real
i tear my heart open
just to feel
[edit]: My dad just called and told me that he's coming home tomorrow afternoon :)