Comments | intimatenever: you were the only thing that kept me happy.

intimatenever

you were the only thing that kept me happy.

Nov 28, 2004 22:15

Fuck this. Fuck everything. I'm done with it all ( Read more... )

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shattersilence November 29 2004, 00:07:47 UTC

Ohhh you sound too much like me. Turn all of your sadness into hate, it's what I'm doing.
I'm sick of crying all night. This feels a lot better.

Whatever you do, feel better <3333.

intimatenever November 29 2004, 00:11:48 UTC

I wish I could turn it all to hate, but the feelings that I have mean too much to me to lose them.

Maybe I'm just selfish. Maybe that's my problem. But either way, I'm just tired of trying.

shattersilence November 29 2004, 00:19:34 UTC

I know what you mean, honestly..but I'm doing what's best for me; moving on...so think about it?

You're not selfish at all. I'm like that, too. It's nice to hold onto something that warms us up..

intimatenever November 29 2004, 01:46:06 UTC

I've tried moving on, but it doesn't help. I tried for 2 years to move on.

The future is the only thing that I have to look forward to. I may have to tell you the story sometime, if you're up for it.

shattersilence November 29 2004, 01:47:39 UTC

I'll listen.

:( I know it takes a long time. It's been 9 months so far for the one ex...still not over him. Now there's a new boy to try to get over; i imagine it'll take at least a year.

intimatenever November 29 2004, 02:03:59 UTC

Yeah, it's tough to do.

I'll IM you sometime, and we can talk about stuff.

shattersilence November 29 2004, 03:05:21 UTC

Good deal.

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