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[intimatenever]

My brother called my cell a little bit ago on his way home from class, just to talk. It was the greatest thing ever, and I loved it more than anything. We had a conversation about Social D, and it was totally wonderful. I guess you have to understand that my brother and I don't really act like brother and sister. We rarely speak, and my position in his wedding was doing the guestbook. We grew up getting in physical fights and literally kicking each other in the face. Brother and sister don't normally act this way. We were disgusted with each other. Now that he's married and we've both "matured" and "grown up", we realize that there's more to our relationship than just the label of "brother and sister". We realize we are more. And I love it. So, our phone conversation meant the world to me.

P.S...I can't handle all of your drama. Please don't push it on me anymore. I'm only here to live my life and try to be happy with it... not get involved with these petty little mind games.

P.P.S...Josh, I love you. I'm here for you, always, if you ever need to talk. You'll make it through this.