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Dagnabit. I don't know what to do. Well, tonight is winter formal and I am anything but comfortable. The past few days things have really begun to look weird in my eyes. I don't know what it is. Am i in a growthspurt finally? Have I hit rock bottom? Have I finally curved over the edge of insanity and just plain fun? Lord knows why I am feeling this way. I really do not like myself at the moment and it is mostly because of something I would rather not say. I don't know what to say. Things are weird. About the only thing that I can focus on is sleep. I beleive I may just be burned out or something. This is probably just lifes way of telling me that I should quit while I am ahead. But it's not like me to give up on something. I don't like the feeling of having a mindset and dropping it at the last second. God help me. That is all I can say right now.