home sweet home..
so mu bloodwork results came back today. i officially have pcos, but instead of the pill, he's outting me on an experimental drug that they're now using to treat it.
he said my cortisol is fine, so i dont have cushing's, thank God. but the rest of my hormone levels are insane, and my insulin is messed up. we're still going back to see him tuesday. but so far, he said i'm doing all the right thins (the zone, fish oil, etc). i start the drug i can;t remember the name of tomorrow.
net and shelley came over today for a dance lesson. it was hecka fun. but net talked to mom more than me, i think. i called her a suck up whore, and i think shelley thought i ws joking, but she knew i meant it. it's frustrating...she doesn't care what i think/how i feel, but she doesn't want mom mad at her.
i guess shelley and anemone have been talking a lot lately about how net treats me like shit, and i deserve so much better. but i still can't give up. i'm glad shel and i are getting closer, though.
ROB CALLED ME TODAY!!!! he's so cool. and so here in 35 days. agh.
he said my cortisol is fine, so i dont have cushing's, thank God. but the rest of my hormone levels are insane, and my insulin is messed up. we're still going back to see him tuesday. but so far, he said i'm doing all the right thins (the zone, fish oil, etc). i start the drug i can;t remember the name of tomorrow.
net and shelley came over today for a dance lesson. it was hecka fun. but net talked to mom more than me, i think. i called her a suck up whore, and i think shelley thought i ws joking, but she knew i meant it. it's frustrating...she doesn't care what i think/how i feel, but she doesn't want mom mad at her.
i guess shelley and anemone have been talking a lot lately about how net treats me like shit, and i deserve so much better. but i still can't give up. i'm glad shel and i are getting closer, though.
ROB CALLED ME TODAY!!!! he's so cool. and so here in 35 days. agh.