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Dec 11, 2003 22:49

so today just wasn't a good day.

school was pointless. watched movies in first and second hour. did a worksheet in 4th. looked at pictures in 5th. why do i go to school?
not to learn
not to have fun
not to see my friends
the only people i really need want to see, i don't get to see at school.
i miss whitney. i miss having a best friend... i seriously don't know what's with us right now. we used to be together non-stop and now we just aren't and i don't know why...
i don't really get to see rach... and all we can think about is next year. thats what i want soo bad... at least i see her out of school though.
i really really really miss christine. she is about the best friend i've ever had... we're perfectly matched. i just wish we got tos ee each other more often... i talked to her tonite and it really made me want to hang out with her sooo bad. i wishhh i could be there for her more.

i also miss my mom... we never see each other and when we do we fight. i'm stressed from school, her from trying to run a family.. i really miss it being just us, a lot... i mean, my whole childhood it was just us... then all of a sudden, my last two years at home, i have to adjust to it all changing... i mean i'm happy for my mom and i really like donald... i just miss my childhood, i miss the mom and me time we used to ALWAYS have.

ugh i'm just complaining and i hate that. i dunno, i seriously don't want to go to school tomorrow... i just want to curl up in a ball and cry all day...



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