Change

Nov 08, 2006 21:13

Never comes in controlled little bits and pieces at times when you can handle it. No, it comes in large waves full of debris that knock you down while you're focussed on other stuff. Maybe even while you're just bobbing in the ocean, enjoying yourself.

My horoscope says that November, with Mercury in retrograde, is supposed to be a truly amazing month for me in terms of work and fitness/health. Especially lucky will be November 21. And I am going to believe that. And be open to it. And try to go outside my practical self box. Who knows what good things lurk in that scary ocean?

I am losing my office space on November 30. And I'm not sure if there's a long term solution in the works with the group I currently work with, or if I am truly out on my own again. So I made a plan, made temporary arrangements that will probably work. For now anyway, and for my clients at least, though it's going to be a bit of a strain on me. I really needed to coast, focus on my Pilates studies, get through the January exams, and I wanted to enjoy the craziness that is this time of year. Not to mention some good play times in the next few weeks.

I could, I suppose, put my non-work, non-Pilates life on hold, but I don't want to do that. I just don't. I work hard, really hard, as it is. And having a life outside of work was one of the reasons I left my old career. I need friends, play, fun, all those things.

Life has been really good lately. Busy and crazy and hectic but really good. This change will be good too. It will be. It will be.

If I don't panic.

Anyone have 200 sq feet to rent to me cheap? I'll include Pilates training.

But it can't be in Ohio, or Indiana, or Montana, or Massachusetts, or even Maryland. Yeah, I'm picky that way.

Shutting up and going to pack. Really glad this trip was planned before I got the news. See, the universe IS looking out for me.
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