Sep 26, 2006 14:10
today i feel lost =/
i don't know what i want to be when i grow up. i honestly have no clue whatsoever. and i'm surrounded by people who are skinny and beautiful and social, that everyone likes and have perfect lives and i just don't know how to belong at all. i'm boring and dumpy and my hair never sits right. i dress like a bum and i have complexion problems and i am not someone that anyone is concerned about seeing... at least not here. not to mention that everything i say here is refuted and i hate it. i just want to be home, do nothing and be happy about it.
but i can't really do that, can i?
and why the hell didn't i listen to all-time quarterback earlier? it is soooo death cab meets the unicorns.