longing

[intheruff]

My chest is burning with a fire I've never felt.
your eyes are haunting me in dreams ive never held.
Your voice chills me with shivers down my spine.
Your smile makes me ache with a pain I try to hide.
falling for you is inescapable.
I'm damaged now I want you more.
I'm breaking down for a love I cant have.
I'm ripped to shreds, my heart my soul.
I'm trying not to let you know.
I can not ruin the love you already have.
I can not risk a friend I'd die without.
I can not show these fragile peices of my life.
For if I did you might cut me off.
like a knife in my chest I can not pull it out for if I did my love would spill out.
Id be gone, nothing left nothing more to show.
if I said a word My heart would implode.