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once again this is about the third weekend in a row where i am so bored and have absolutely nothing to do.
because my boyfriend is retarded/doesn't care/uses me and everyone is at jarred's party and will be talking about it to me all week long, when i was not invited in the first place. but do i really care? no. i dont expect to either because we cant stand each other anyway.
im only wanted around when people want to use me in general, or to feel better about themselves/ because obviously my life is just so shitty right now im just an instant pick me upper for anyone feeling down.
so melyssa we are definetely going on a loooong walk tonight!
i'm starting to think there are very few people in this world who give a shit about me anymore.
because my boyfriend is retarded/doesn't care/uses me and everyone is at jarred's party and will be talking about it to me all week long, when i was not invited in the first place. but do i really care? no. i dont expect to either because we cant stand each other anyway.
im only wanted around when people want to use me in general, or to feel better about themselves/ because obviously my life is just so shitty right now im just an instant pick me upper for anyone feeling down.
so melyssa we are definetely going on a loooong walk tonight!
i'm starting to think there are very few people in this world who give a shit about me anymore.