May 19, 2007 17:21
it's going to be nice to get out of this town for a while. i need to make some changes in my life. i need to meet new people. i feel like i'm waiting around for something to start or end or happen. i haven't felt much like myself lately. i've had a really hard time trying to describe the way that i've felt recently. i just need to know that i matter. that i really matter. that's all.