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my life feels so stagnent and boring. i dont do anything and i dont want to. im 3 yrs old and i like it. just give me whatever i want whenever however. im in the mood for instant gratification. im totally ready to fuck up my body. more then willing to sleep for days. enthusiam for laziness? im the bottom of everything and a poor exucse for anything. and my dumbass open ended statements are infantile. i hate the world and that makes me live is that wrong? no because for me it works. i like the misanthropy coursing through my veins. i like the transgressive cynacism i tell myself. i enjoy the statement 'i want to commit homecide' as compared to the ever trite ' i want to commit suicide'. better fit better cut. dummies read but dont know unless i want them to. read my lips. you know what i want. i want to be passing out. i wanna itch. i want small pupils. i want flowers. i want those god damn flowers.