that's the sound....
so so much to say...
and yet still...i won't say it all.
i am awake...as usual...however, i did try going to bed at 9:30. then i woke up. at 12. no matter how hard i try...or how sleepy i may be...i just can't seem to sleep at night. i am a night owl...which reminds me of ben harper because he got all those silly songs stuck in my head the other night...and the little river band has a song titled night owls. yeah.
today, today...i must get my tags renewed. ugh...i don't want to. it always takes so much time, and just annoys the piss out of me. i also must do some bill paying and errands, etc. no time for sleep anytime soon.
later tonight will consist of some alcohol and bowling. always a great combination...too bad i won't have a certain competition there. i will enjoy beating people at the game of bowling though. even though i have a weird way of bowling...i guess i can admit to being decent.
wow...so i have all sorts of thoughts running through this head of mine. some i don't know what to do with...
confused, yet content.
yesterday consisted of getting super sweaty at the park, though i never sweat...losing my keys in the park and searching endlessly for them. with the dogs of course. gus had a good day. i wore his ass out. he is super awesome. mikl is cool...even more so when his tounge is hanging out...just because you never see him do that, but today that was not the case. mikl and gus got along pretty well, that was nice. gus is such a beast compared to that little guy though. OK! enough talk of the poochies. so i also had lunch with my mother and stepfather. that was nice. i got new wheel covers for the right side of my car since someone stole them. no more ghetto right side. i spent too much money later in the evening with christy. i have been spending too much money lately. must stop. must stop now.
i'm so happy for someone. they know who they are. but yes...excitement.
i love my life right now. there's so much that HAS to get in order...but i'm still living it up. tennessee wants me to stay so bad...i see what it's doing to me...
i love knowing things about someone and them having no clue i know. so then when they try to be smooth and act silly...i just think of these things and laugh inside for hours.
sometimes i wonder why i make myself into such a good girl. why can i not bring myself to meaninglessly make out with someone. i know it's a good thing, a respectable thing...but i do crave action every once in a blue moon. just no where to express that.
who am i kidding....i like being a good girl...there aren't many of us left.
this entry of "nothing" is turning into a long one. apologies. sorry to take up space with nothing.
i am hungry all the damn time. and so i eat all the damn time. i love food. i think it's my favorite thing ever.
what else do i want to say....
crushcrushcrush.
and yet still...i won't say it all.
i am awake...as usual...however, i did try going to bed at 9:30. then i woke up. at 12. no matter how hard i try...or how sleepy i may be...i just can't seem to sleep at night. i am a night owl...which reminds me of ben harper because he got all those silly songs stuck in my head the other night...and the little river band has a song titled night owls. yeah.
today, today...i must get my tags renewed. ugh...i don't want to. it always takes so much time, and just annoys the piss out of me. i also must do some bill paying and errands, etc. no time for sleep anytime soon.
later tonight will consist of some alcohol and bowling. always a great combination...too bad i won't have a certain competition there. i will enjoy beating people at the game of bowling though. even though i have a weird way of bowling...i guess i can admit to being decent.
wow...so i have all sorts of thoughts running through this head of mine. some i don't know what to do with...
confused, yet content.
yesterday consisted of getting super sweaty at the park, though i never sweat...losing my keys in the park and searching endlessly for them. with the dogs of course. gus had a good day. i wore his ass out. he is super awesome. mikl is cool...even more so when his tounge is hanging out...just because you never see him do that, but today that was not the case. mikl and gus got along pretty well, that was nice. gus is such a beast compared to that little guy though. OK! enough talk of the poochies. so i also had lunch with my mother and stepfather. that was nice. i got new wheel covers for the right side of my car since someone stole them. no more ghetto right side. i spent too much money later in the evening with christy. i have been spending too much money lately. must stop. must stop now.
i'm so happy for someone. they know who they are. but yes...excitement.
i love my life right now. there's so much that HAS to get in order...but i'm still living it up. tennessee wants me to stay so bad...i see what it's doing to me...
i love knowing things about someone and them having no clue i know. so then when they try to be smooth and act silly...i just think of these things and laugh inside for hours.
sometimes i wonder why i make myself into such a good girl. why can i not bring myself to meaninglessly make out with someone. i know it's a good thing, a respectable thing...but i do crave action every once in a blue moon. just no where to express that.
who am i kidding....i like being a good girl...there aren't many of us left.
this entry of "nothing" is turning into a long one. apologies. sorry to take up space with nothing.
i am hungry all the damn time. and so i eat all the damn time. i love food. i think it's my favorite thing ever.
what else do i want to say....
crushcrushcrush.