lonely, lonely day
just got back.
cry.cry.cry.
i had a major moment when i saw colby drive away. called my mom balling. i had another major moment on the plane...people were like "are you ok"....and another when my stepdad picked me and asked me about things. and now another, here in front of this computer.
i ate lunch with my stepdad...and just called my mom sad so i'm going over to her work to have some company.
i pick gus up at like 5. thank god...i need him.
this apartment is so lonely...i need chels too.
so unfair....why does there have to be so many miles between what i want and need?
this past week, was the best ever. seriously.
i love colby so incredibly much. i can't even express it the way i maybe should...it's just way too overwhelming. we had fun...and now i'm already bored...and craving colby time.
good god, i really can't deal.
now it's back to nashville reality and bills and NOTHING.
ok, i guess i should just stop, for i am way to upset to type.
on to meet my mother.
-celeste
cry.cry.cry.
i had a major moment when i saw colby drive away. called my mom balling. i had another major moment on the plane...people were like "are you ok"....and another when my stepdad picked me and asked me about things. and now another, here in front of this computer.
i ate lunch with my stepdad...and just called my mom sad so i'm going over to her work to have some company.
i pick gus up at like 5. thank god...i need him.
this apartment is so lonely...i need chels too.
so unfair....why does there have to be so many miles between what i want and need?
this past week, was the best ever. seriously.
i love colby so incredibly much. i can't even express it the way i maybe should...it's just way too overwhelming. we had fun...and now i'm already bored...and craving colby time.
good god, i really can't deal.
now it's back to nashville reality and bills and NOTHING.
ok, i guess i should just stop, for i am way to upset to type.
on to meet my mother.
-celeste