the first "o"...oh my
i do not want to leave. i mean i still have 3 days....but still. it's going to suck more than anything ever possibly.
la is where i belong. for many reasons.
i have experienced a ton of new things since i've been here. not just the city you see...but something more incredible.
i wish i didn't over analyze everthing. i shouldn't. i always create something thats not really there. then, i inturn, punish others. this will be stopped. i guess i shouldn't say i always. more like i do now. just because of obvious reasons from the past. but that is no excuse. SO STOP CELESTE! stop reading into nothing. jeez....
i just talked to chels, she is almost to florida. hope she has fun. i'm going to miss her when i return and she is gone. but i'll have my gus. but not chels....and not the one person i NEED, for he will remain here, and i will have to wait about 3 months before i can get to have him by my side everyday. man alive....not looking forward to that.
something so embarassing happened to me last night. it's actually not bothering me as much as i expected it to. and atleast it was in front of chris, and that deserves a THANK GOD. for if it were anyone else, i'd probably pee myself. and never live it down.
oooh, somethings in life are just so amazing...
hmmm, the guys apartments are really nice. it's so crazy. because if you know them, you'd probably never guess they live here. ya know.
i miss these. i don't want to leave!!!!!!
colby is off with miles giving plasma....he needs to hurry back for there are things to be done today. like wandering around hollywood, and going to santa monica pier.
i feel so good right now. i have been so wonderful at not being self concious. i mean....just better than usual. i feel hot. yes sir. thanks to mr.wonderful.
i don't know if i could get any better at this moment. my lord....i don't know when the last time i felt this way was....probably never.
overwhelmed...
i'm sorry...for being silly and for being vaque. and for rambling on.
i'm just the happiest. indeed.
i heard a classic prince song....sweet. "23 positions in a one night stand"...prince is hot.
ok, on to bask in the wonderful la and in my delight.
love,
celeste
la is where i belong. for many reasons.
i have experienced a ton of new things since i've been here. not just the city you see...but something more incredible.
i wish i didn't over analyze everthing. i shouldn't. i always create something thats not really there. then, i inturn, punish others. this will be stopped. i guess i shouldn't say i always. more like i do now. just because of obvious reasons from the past. but that is no excuse. SO STOP CELESTE! stop reading into nothing. jeez....
i just talked to chels, she is almost to florida. hope she has fun. i'm going to miss her when i return and she is gone. but i'll have my gus. but not chels....and not the one person i NEED, for he will remain here, and i will have to wait about 3 months before i can get to have him by my side everyday. man alive....not looking forward to that.
something so embarassing happened to me last night. it's actually not bothering me as much as i expected it to. and atleast it was in front of chris, and that deserves a THANK GOD. for if it were anyone else, i'd probably pee myself. and never live it down.
oooh, somethings in life are just so amazing...
hmmm, the guys apartments are really nice. it's so crazy. because if you know them, you'd probably never guess they live here. ya know.
i miss these. i don't want to leave!!!!!!
colby is off with miles giving plasma....he needs to hurry back for there are things to be done today. like wandering around hollywood, and going to santa monica pier.
i feel so good right now. i have been so wonderful at not being self concious. i mean....just better than usual. i feel hot. yes sir. thanks to mr.wonderful.
i don't know if i could get any better at this moment. my lord....i don't know when the last time i felt this way was....probably never.
overwhelmed...
i'm sorry...for being silly and for being vaque. and for rambling on.
i'm just the happiest. indeed.
i heard a classic prince song....sweet. "23 positions in a one night stand"...prince is hot.
ok, on to bask in the wonderful la and in my delight.
love,
celeste