Oct 10, 2007 19:54
Sooo I dunno. I guess now that school is in session I might actually right in this thing more. Either that or I'm lying and will probarly write about it three times each month, which I suppose is better then nothing. Anyway I don't know today was very complicated and I'm kind of super annoyed.
I seriously can not wait to leave this place. There are maybe about five people in the whole world I'll miss excluding Kyle. If he ever figures out exactly what he is doing in his life because Lord knows that I have no clue at all. Anyway he hopefully wants to be done with school by the end of this year which I can't blame him but I kinda wish he was going for his high school dipoloma instead of his G.E.D. but that's just me and everyone says that looks better. Eh I dunno the important thing is that he is happy and accomplishs his dreams in life.
I'm really shocked that our relationship has even lasted. Just because of the fact he was in love with Beckie forever which was the reason I hadn't even wanted to try the relationship ever. I don't even remember what changed my mind about it. I am glad though and this seems like another sappy loser message but its seriously how weird the people you think you won't ever be that close to or whatever just come into your life and change everything.
In the past year, I have changed a mass amount. I no longer hang out with the same group of friends (not that I don't like them its just we don't exactly blend anymore) and my issues and concerns have completely changed too.
Its kinda of refreshing but I know there is still a lot more in store for me and its kinda scary and it makes me wish Tiss was here because I've got so much drama and she just helped me out mucho mas but she has to be in that lame North Carolina. I told her if I ever ever got married that she was going to come be one of my bridesmaid.
Anyway I dunno
this entry was kinda blah and what not but
mmmmm
I just dont know
the end basically