Sooooo :)
Mmm
I am trying to get my life back in order but it's really hard.
I need to face up to things and I don't think I can.
I am afraid when school does begin that I am going to crumble.
On the bright side tomorrow consists of spending the whole day with my best friend Mary and getting to see Kyle. So both of those are a plus. That has been my basic summer spending time with the two of them. It's good I guess. I just I dunno.
I am getting into the phase where I really don't like people anymore. I even got snapish at Kyle today and he didn't do anything. I felt like a jerk for it and told him I'd talk to him later when I was more myself because right then I felt like crud.
I just need for all of this to pass and me go back to being happy but hey at least my lj entries aren't half as filled with teen angst and emoness as they used to be.
I am trying to get my life back in order but it's really hard.
I need to face up to things and I don't think I can.
I am afraid when school does begin that I am going to crumble.
On the bright side tomorrow consists of spending the whole day with my best friend Mary and getting to see Kyle. So both of those are a plus. That has been my basic summer spending time with the two of them. It's good I guess. I just I dunno.
I am getting into the phase where I really don't like people anymore. I even got snapish at Kyle today and he didn't do anything. I felt like a jerk for it and told him I'd talk to him later when I was more myself because right then I felt like crud.
I just need for all of this to pass and me go back to being happy but hey at least my lj entries aren't half as filled with teen angst and emoness as they used to be.