I found a reason for me, to change who i used to be, a reason to start over new...
AND THE REASON IS YOU!
"Whatever you lose wasn't meant for you to have in the first place, you just borrowed it for a while." -Mrs. Finco
i hate how one person can ruin your day.
how can things go from being so wonderful, to horribly awful, back to wonderful, then to super shitty? how do things like this happen to me? life for me is like a roller coaster. i hate it. i am not used to it. nothing goes right. i was so happy. now i am not.
things i want:
-a car (i know i am pitiful)
-a job (any suggestions?)
-to not feel awful for something i wanted to do
-tickets to music midtown
-to see my brothers on a regular basis
-summer
-to be a senior
-to no longer want that one person that i can't have and will never have again
-no more emptiness
"Whatever you lose wasn't meant for you to have in the first place, you just borrowed it for a while." -Mrs. Finco
i hate how one person can ruin your day.
how can things go from being so wonderful, to horribly awful, back to wonderful, then to super shitty? how do things like this happen to me? life for me is like a roller coaster. i hate it. i am not used to it. nothing goes right. i was so happy. now i am not.
things i want:
-a car (i know i am pitiful)
-a job (any suggestions?)
-to not feel awful for something i wanted to do
-tickets to music midtown
-to see my brothers on a regular basis
-summer
-to be a senior
-to no longer want that one person that i can't have and will never have again
-no more emptiness