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my mommy was talking to me about when she was in highschool and she said that it was the worst time of her life, until she got a really good boyfriend. She said that maybe I should just find a really good boyfriend. I wish it was that easy. I came home early from school today, I got too depressed. My mom doesn't want to leave me home alone because she is afraid of me cutting myself some more, because I told her, and yeah, she doesn't want me to. I don't want to go to her reffing thing though, I keep crying and I don't want to go and cry in front a a bunch of highschool kids i don't even know. I was thinking about maybe calling ada to see if she could come and hang out with me, because my mom said that if i'm with someone I don't have to go with her, but i don't have anyone to be with, and ada probably has homework.