Nov 29, 2005 00:28
Sleeping Without Him Tonight Is Going To Be The Hardest Thing I've Had To Do In Quite A While...
I Don't Know How I'm Gunna Get Through This Night.
I Stole His Blanket To Sleep With.
Since He Works From 10PM To 6AM.
A While Back I Realized That To Deal With My Problems I Wrote Letters To People With No Intention Of Ever Giving It To Them...But Just Writing It Out Instead Of Taking My Anger Up With Them..
I Wrote One To Chris About How Some Days I Feel Like He Doesn't Really Love Me And How I'm Sad A Lot. Chris Found This Letter. And The Only Problem With That Is That It Starts Out " This Is The Hardest Thing I've Ever Had To Do" So He Thinks That Im Gunna Break Up With Him.
Its Not The Case At All. I Was Just Feeling Sad And Wrote A Letter With No Intentions Of Ever Giving It To Him.
Gahh I Love Him. I Don't Know What I Would Do Without Him.
♥