May 26, 2013 01:56
I happened to be studying in Taiwan. I'm from Malaysia. If you read my intro, you'll know. It wasn't a big deal to study in Taiwan. Well...at least now it isn't. I admit that before this and when i just reached Taiwan, it WAS a big deal. And obviously I knew that there's a lot of people out there wanted to study abroad so much too. It was a dream of mine to come to Taiwan. I told myself, I'm not going to be greedy and I won't. Just a day in Taiwan and I'll be happy enough because I fulfilled a dream that I had since a few years ago. But I turned out to be greedy, like normal human beings. Greediness is a part of human. Everybody is naturally born with greediness. If you don't control your greediness, it'll take control of you. Okay, back to the point. Due to my greediness, I wanted to study in Taiwan. But, that was just so impossible for me so i made it a dream. Everything stared with, I have a Taiwanese idol, and I started loving him so much until I took interest in everything related to him, including Taiwan. He's Aaron Yan from Fahrenheit.
I got here so easily, I meant the process. It only took me a few steps to be here. First, I'm studying in a Malay school. Not being racist, since it's a Malay school, half the school are Malays. But, Chinese isn't a small race. I can say, there's quite a lot of Chinese in my school too, but mostly 'banana'. So, taking Chinese as one of the subject for major exams wasn't a big deal to them. Chinese became something unpopular, and it turn out that I LOVE Chinese so much! Students are like friends to teacher when we're having Chinese class. We chat a bit but we still learn. There's this Chinese teacher, Pn. Lau, knew i love Chinese and wanted to study abroad at Taiwan. She told me that I have a few senior studying in Taiwan. They are just like me, graduating from this school and went there together to further their studies. She told me to ask the details from the seniors and told me about the applications on how to get there. I feel honored to have a teacher like that. The seniors are helping out a lot too. Telling me details about how to survive there. I sent in the application and got admitted. I hand in the requested documents and the other process are handled by the organization.
It wasn't spending much. At least, not as much I'll be spending in Malaysia. That's according to some budget figures I have. At first my parents doesn't agree with what i was thinking, but they didn't have a better solution. So they agreed. I'm totally loss and confused about what I should be studying or do in the future. I have TOTALLY no idea. So I took this opportunity to find out what awaits me in the future. And HERE I AM :)
Now, I've achieved a little dream. And, I've understood that dream is always a dream, but it CAN be achieved. As long as you have the luck, and you tried hard enough. It's a target that I've reached. So, I'm setting a new target, a new dream. Humans are greedy, they are always going for more, they never stop, and they are never satisfied with what they have BUT this will bring a person further. The results depend on whether the good way or the bad way that you are going. Please choose the good way if you are going to be greedy. Bring yourself further, improve yourself and set up a target. That's the important part.
After Taiwan, my next target is Japan. You knew the reason, am I right? Yes, it's about my idol AGAIN. If you know Hey!Say!JUMP, you are wonderful! Because HEY!SAY!JUMP IS WONDERFUL! :D BUT! What's going to be different is, I got here easy and I'm not going to be in Japan this easy too. I'm going to work hard, push hard and get myself a ticket to Japan! :) Here comes my greediness again. I'm not going to just have a little stay or take a little tour there. I'm going to stay there and spend a part of my life there. THAT'S MY NEW TARGET!
So...EVERYBODY, please wish me GOOD LUCK and DREAMS COME TRUE.
//Dreams Come True=a song of Hey!Say!JUMP :P//
taiwan,
hey!say!jump,
aaron yan,
dreamz :),
japan