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Name: Ryn
Age: 16
Location: Asia
Sex: female
Do you want to stop? Yes.
How long have you been cutting? um...about 3yrs
How long since you last cut? a week or so
Reason behind cutting: I don't know, the reasons are too many and too random
Have you sought help, explain: I tried to ask help from some of my friends, but they just don't understand what I'm trying to tell them.
Where do you cut? room, bathroom, school bathroom, random places
What tool do you use to cut? Sometimes it's cutter, sometimes it's razor, use any tool if I'm really angry
Other issues you faces: er, nervous breakdown? I don't really understand my problem(my english is bad ): )
Any goals? Stop, just stop depending on this. Or, getting a friend who understand my issues.
Random comment, note, or greeting:
Hello, I'm a newbie here(obviously). I joined this community because I want to see other people who probably have the same problem like me, and I want to have new friends who(hopefully) understand me and my problem.
I don't know if I'm exaggerating or not, but I'm sick of my parents' expectation of me. I really tried hard, and I've done all I can do, but they just never stop scolding me for being 'careless, lazy, and extremely neglectful' about my grades. I always feel bad and frustrated whenever they talk to me that way, and ta-dah the result is me befriending a razor. The first was a small cut, some time later it's bigger, and now i have scars that refuse to heal. And my mother asked me 'what are those scary scars come from??', I answered 'er, I dunno'(lame, I know), and she said that I'm like a depressed person. Well ma, I am depressed, kinda.
Ah, I babbled too much, sorry ): I will lurk here for a while, I'll be happy if someone wants to be friends with me :) maybe we could share our stories...or just rant at each other. LOL. And I'm sorry if I didn't make a sense with my incoherent words, as I've said before, my english is bad ):
Age: 16
Location: Asia
Sex: female
Do you want to stop? Yes.
How long have you been cutting? um...about 3yrs
How long since you last cut? a week or so
Reason behind cutting: I don't know, the reasons are too many and too random
Have you sought help, explain: I tried to ask help from some of my friends, but they just don't understand what I'm trying to tell them.
Where do you cut? room, bathroom, school bathroom, random places
What tool do you use to cut? Sometimes it's cutter, sometimes it's razor, use any tool if I'm really angry
Other issues you faces: er, nervous breakdown? I don't really understand my problem(my english is bad ): )
Any goals? Stop, just stop depending on this. Or, getting a friend who understand my issues.
Random comment, note, or greeting:
Hello, I'm a newbie here(obviously). I joined this community because I want to see other people who probably have the same problem like me, and I want to have new friends who(hopefully) understand me and my problem.
I don't know if I'm exaggerating or not, but I'm sick of my parents' expectation of me. I really tried hard, and I've done all I can do, but they just never stop scolding me for being 'careless, lazy, and extremely neglectful' about my grades. I always feel bad and frustrated whenever they talk to me that way, and ta-dah the result is me befriending a razor. The first was a small cut, some time later it's bigger, and now i have scars that refuse to heal. And my mother asked me 'what are those scary scars come from??', I answered 'er, I dunno'(lame, I know), and she said that I'm like a depressed person. Well ma, I am depressed, kinda.
Ah, I babbled too much, sorry ): I will lurk here for a while, I'll be happy if someone wants to be friends with me :) maybe we could share our stories...or just rant at each other. LOL. And I'm sorry if I didn't make a sense with my incoherent words, as I've said before, my english is bad ):