Jan 17, 2011 03:35
I'm never sure exactly what I want to talk about when I post an entry on here. Actually quite a bit has gone on recently and while this time of my life is decent I'm looking forward to the future. In all honesty I need to start meeting some new people aka a girlfriend (or whatever just friends) because there isn't all that much to do when you actually have free time. Yesterday my family and I went to see my grandpa for most likely the last time. I've seen some rough stuff in my life but I've never had to see a loved one in this state before. He's had Alzheimer's disease for a while and for the past few months he hasn't been able to remember his name or anything at all. My family and I all went in the room, cried, and said our goodbyes to him as he laid; barely breathing, and stiff as a board. While this is been a difficult situation I'm going to try to make some positive out of it. Improving my life and the lives around me is all I have to keep on doing. Be happy, make others happy, and make the world a better place. We'll all miss him and I can't appreciate him enough for giving me my existence and a plentiful life.